This stirring shift that I have been feeling
I don't quite understand
Is it caused by some nature's inadvertent random rewiring of my brain
Or from something I've been consistently ingesting into my blood vein
I don't recognise myself in so many ways
I am quite alarmed and am curiously piqued
Its causing me to spill things, spill tears, spill words, spill thoughts
I had before all kept to myself
I am sorely afraid at times
Yet I can talk myself into fortitude at other times
What else can I do but...
To everyday pick myself up and steadfastly carry on...
I shall have faith I am where I am today...
Reluctant as I may be, to walk through this veil of uncertainty
There is a much bigger picture my eyes can't span
And my finite mind can't fathom
But let me emerge on the other side of this journey
With tears of triumph rather than tears of regret
At times, I get a glimpse of where I like to tread
A place where I have not set foot before
But if I don't bravely step out and give it a try
I would have lived an insipid life
Filled with what if's and why had I not's
Let me appear at the other end of this what seems like an echoing tunnel
With well-earned exhilaration and unbridled ecstasy
When it all comes clear what the bigger picture had been all along
And I had played well the role I had been given
I don't quite understand
Is it caused by some nature's inadvertent random rewiring of my brain
Or from something I've been consistently ingesting into my blood vein
I don't recognise myself in so many ways
I am quite alarmed and am curiously piqued
Its causing me to spill things, spill tears, spill words, spill thoughts
I had before all kept to myself
I am sorely afraid at times
Yet I can talk myself into fortitude at other times
What else can I do but...
To everyday pick myself up and steadfastly carry on...
I shall have faith I am where I am today...
Reluctant as I may be, to walk through this veil of uncertainty
There is a much bigger picture my eyes can't span
And my finite mind can't fathom
But let me emerge on the other side of this journey
With tears of triumph rather than tears of regret
At times, I get a glimpse of where I like to tread
A place where I have not set foot before
But if I don't bravely step out and give it a try
I would have lived an insipid life
Filled with what if's and why had I not's
Let me appear at the other end of this what seems like an echoing tunnel
With well-earned exhilaration and unbridled ecstasy
When it all comes clear what the bigger picture had been all along
And I had played well the role I had been given
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